otakuartistgirl

in actuality, we know nothing of those days. the seas very well may have been boiling away to their heart's content. the only thing that's never changed: the stars still shine the spectrum. vines have tried to reach for the skies and violate the ways of time while everything seems within grasp, the reality is all you believe is lightyears away don't be distraught, this itch will fade try to find the edge of a rainbow, try to count the buzzes of a swarm of bees, maybe then you'll comprehend like a broken record, the ways of this broken earth will never change hairline fractures have collapsed into worlds unseen once this was marred

a hollow ringing fills my ears these were the words i was dreading to hear a feeling i can't help, water begins to aggregate in the bottoms of my eyes as i begin to move, i can tell a bit of strength has left my body a strange sensation, my body seems to have almost grown heavier, it takes extra thought simply to walk i sit and it all sinks a bit deeper my stomach feels weak, chills run down my spine.

this precious music box within my heart remains crushed leaving me grieving from the loss of your melody which played on inside my heart for the longest time today the chambers remain eerily still and silent with no beat to drive me i stand static and frozen suspended in memories like an insect caught in amber light reflects awkwardly off my crystalline form rendering complex patterns of gold and iterations of shadows i do not wish to move for there is nothing to compel me only empty commendations and thoughtless praise twisting my mind to see around their lies only to find there's nothing behind. it's like there's a skewe

i survey my surroundings with sunken eyes form lack of sleep the thoughts of you keeping me up at night only to have you infiltrate my dreams too i look above into the neverending night the countless stars, the blindingly bright moon mesmerized, i can't tear my gaze. the milky moon casts an eerie light upon the countryside if feels wrong to see such clarity at night, the land lit up by the sleeper's sun once again, my eyes meet the sky's each pinprick of light twinkling and dancing in its own fashion while the moon, finally complete, outshines all else i sit here, carefully overlooking the rolling hills before me i can still se

day in and day out i long to see your face we both sleep under the same sky yet you seem so far away it's been too long since i last felt your warm embrace i wish we could talk more but since we don't i just want to say don't hesitate to speak what's on your mind [i've spent countless hours trying to figure that one out] no words ever said could keep me from loving you just thinking about me won't make me talk to you [if you keep your mouth shut i'll never know a single thing] i don't want to be the one who instigates everything [i'm wasting away waiting for you dear] be honest with me, lies won't help any situation [don't let tho

i can feel the pulse in your hands i can smell the hesitation in your words    i   a m     t   o   r   n over and over and over again inside our hearts are boxes of shadows some of us have grown better at concealing them than others but yours has accumulated a disturbing amount of darkness i know your secret, dear. haven't you noticed the trembling? you've lost all my respect. he shouldn't dare touch me with those hands.